Summertime in the city.
I tossed and turn all Saturday night. The heat of summer filled the apartment.
I also learned that the walls here are paper thin, as are the blinds over the windows.
At one point in the night I went to the bathroom and saw a head through the window. This made my heart stop for a moment. Was the head looking at me? Was I overreacting? The apartment has a shared balcony, and even though I have yet to meet my neighbour, I sometimes hear him outside.
I pulled the shower curtain straight across to block the window. The moment startled me and I barely slept all night. I’m embarrassed that this even bothered me, but there’s a vulnerability that comes with being alone. It was also the heat, the cappuccinos drank during the day, and the dark chocolate I ate before bed. My eyes would not stay shut.
In the morning hours I drifted off and woke up with my body melting. I hopped into the shower, ate breakfast, and took off for a long morning stroll.
There is something so wonderful about walking through a city in the morning. I walked through different neighbourhoods and watched cafes slowly fill up. Men and young boys in full Hasidic Jewish costume walked with purpose, books in hand.
I purposely got lost and admired large detailed brick houses in a well to do neighbourhood. Once I found my way again, I picked up some fresh bagels to take home and some snacks for the train then made my way back to the apartment.
I had a quick lunch then headed to my sunny day destination: Bota Bota, spa sur l’eau. Whenever I’m walking around in the heat I dream of being by the water, so I did some research, and found this bath spa on an old boat down by the docks.
It was somewhat unreal. Ultra modern, with three floors of hot and cold baths, sauna and steam rooms, and spots to sit outside. I did one bath circuit then lounged myself on a chair in the sun and soaked it all up. Pure decadence.
I left a couple of hours later with a serious sunburn feeling pretty relaxed.
My next destination was a street laden with wedding dress stores that had been recommended to me. I tried on a few dresses, finding myself on the second floor of a store filled with giant poofy dresses telling the woman “Je suis minimaliste.”
I left empty handed. Got a little more lost. And eventually headed to my apartment to slather myself in aloe vera and pour myself a cold glass of rose. I enjoyed some smoked salmon, blue cheese, and a beautiful salad laden with all of my favourite things.
I ended the night with a movie set in Montreal, a fan directed at my bed, and the air conditioner on full blast.
Today, I take the train home. Inspired, revived, and sunburned.










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How inspiring, Gillian! Good for you for planning your own adventure and responding intuitively to what you needed.
These posts have helped me reframe how I spent my weekend alone in Toronto: not deserted by my boyfriend with family out of town, but able to indulge in exactly what I wanted to do, when and how I wanted to do it. Thank you! xx
Thank you Jaclyn, so glad you enjoyed your own stay-cation in the city! Can we please do a wine/Rawlicious re-take sometime soon? x
I totally get you on the heat! I live in NYC and have no AC so it’s really hard to sleep in the summer time
Impossible! I love it in the day, but it’s tough at night! Drinking a ton of water and eating fruit seemed to help
can’t believe i missed out on montreal bagels when i was there!!!
You’ll have to make a return trip! Hopefully you tried some smoked meat?
That bagel looks insane. I love Montreal like no other… it’s been a while – but after reading your posts – it’s calling my name. (and I know I just got back from my trip – but seriously need to make this first day back at work go quickly!!!)
You should make a return trip! I can’t stop thinking about travel too, even though I just got home!
The bagel looks delicious! I haven’t had a bagel in far too long. You are seriously an incredible writer!
Thank you Lisa! You should celebrate the week with a delicious bagel
Gillian, I know that I don’t comment often but I want to let you know that I adore your writing style.
It’s so vivid and honest, and I genuinely love reading about your adventures. Never change – you’re amazing!!!!
Thank you so much Heather!
Love this! I love living vicariously through your writing, Gillian!
I really, really, really want to go to Montreal. My husband was supposed to go there for a bachelor party (but the groom ended up picking Memphis–go figure!), and I was so jealous! I told him he needs to go with me!!!
Those bagels look unreal!
Thanks Laury, you should definitely go to Montreal! Such a great city to explore, shop and eat! I fell even more in love with it this trip and can’t wait to go back!
i absolutely loved this, gill! its amazing. inspiring and fresh and liberating.
bravo!
xo
Thank you Alex! When are we hanging out again?? The wine is chilling mon amie.