Ready to Run

by Gillian on October 13, 2012

I have never been an athlete.

In elementary school I tried every sport.  Gymnastics, swimming, dance, volleyball, basketball, track and field…you name it.  I was not built to be athletic but I liked being with my friends and trying new things.

The track and field coach told my mom one day “Gillian’s not a very good runner, but she’s really fun to be around.”

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I would still classify myself as more of a nerd than an athlete.  I like staying healthy but you’ll usually find me eating healthy food while crouched over my computer or a good book rather than pumping iron at the gym.

But as I get older I am learning not to doubt myself or my abilities.  I enjoy a good challenge and feel empowered every time I step outside of my comfort zone.  My love of health is extending to a love of fitness and I’m trying not to let my insecurities hold me back.

Preparing for this 5k over the past few weeks has given me strength.  I have something bigger than myself to run for.  I want to raise money for charity and be a part of something.

The other morning my friend Alex joined me for a morning run.  As we got close to my apartment on the way back she said “You are so ready for this.”  It was all I needed to hear.

I rewarded her with an oatmeal bar.  I highly recommend this if you’d like to seduce someone to run outside with you on a freezing cold Fall morning.

I cooked up a batch of wheat-free oats with milled flax and chia stirred in and lined up the following: hemp seeds, chia and flax, maple syrup, goji berries, almond butter, peanut butter, jam, coconut, cashews, cranberries, stevia and some ripe bananas.

We made up some gorgeous looking bowls, curled up on the sofa, and caught up on each others lives.

Tomorrow I run.  For charity, for my dad who will be 66 and inspires me with his passion for health and exercise, and for myself.

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Danielle October 13, 2012 at 5:03 pm

I have always felt the same way about fitness! I was never an athlete as a kid… Despite my enthusiastic participation on softball and soccer teams! My extended family is extremely athletic… My cousin is an Olympian! Haha. But after getting into a fitness more seriously 2 years ago I have slowly started to feel more “athletic” and capable! The other day a person in my building came up to me in the gym and asked if I was a personal trainer. I couldn’t help but laugh! But what a reminder as to how far I have come!

Good luck in the run tomorrow! I am sure you will do great. Those oat bars look fantastic!

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purelymichelle October 13, 2012 at 8:33 pm

Oh Gillian, you are more of athlete than anyone. Anytime you do something that is challenging to you, you are an athlete. Well in my opinion.

I was fortunate to have an older sister that was into sports, and Lori and I always wanted to do what she did. haha

Good luck on your run!

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lindsay October 13, 2012 at 9:01 pm

i agree with michelle. Who said you weren’t an athlete. If you work out and have a passion for life, fitness, etc. then you are an athlete. Have fun with training!

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Katy October 14, 2012 at 1:49 am

Good luck on your run tomorrow. You can do it!!

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The Delicate Place October 14, 2012 at 10:21 am

saw you rocked it! i am so proud of you girl!

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Heather @ For the Love of Kale October 15, 2012 at 9:06 am

Sending you lots of love and luck on your run, babe! I know it already passed but extra love can never hurt. ;-) You’re an athlete as far as I’m concerned because you’re pushing yourself AND loving yourself. You’ve achieved YOUR version of balance and that is just so damn beautiful. Love you!

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